Something about me (random)

I guess I am going to tell you....well you see I would love to take you out....not to a club nor a party...but to a nice restaurant or a cozy bookstore. And no I am not ashamed to say that sometimes I just want to cry, simply because I do not know what else to say.
But this is just something about me.
Yes I considered myself to be quite sensitive but you see that is the very place where I find my strength. Imagine the capacity and humbling levels of my "nice-ness" but this is only because I have seen true horrors that you could only fathom.
But this is just something about me.
You may say that I am too complex or too hard to understand...but sometimes I would rather not be understood, simply because I want an audience. Sometimes I want people to gather around me as I make prophetic predictions on the world that may never come true...simply because I do not want them too, not because they are not possible or are bound by some law or higher power....but because I change my mind.
But this is just something about me.
Yes I will admit I live in my own world but here, there are no confusing politics or contradicting laws...and I can say, "I don't have a cheese" when I really mean I do not have a process....you know Kraft single, cheese that is processed...
THIS IS MY WORLD and yes I am weird
But this is just something about me....but despite all of this she is intrigued by me, the very essence of her being invites me to learn more about myself if that makes sense....but it really does not because she can make 2 + 2 = 6 and I would teach it too my children like a new doctrine...she is my god....not that I worship her...but that I wont mind giving her part of my check....I wont mind bearing her cross....in my mind and heart, knowing that's where she will always stay. YES you could say that I am hopeless, hopelessly in love with the idea of loving her, love that is, as I lay her down at night remove her heels and undress her just to massage her in and out, yea that's right....making love to Love, and she feels so good...as we play the game of her, catching all that I throw and returning the velocity...hmm I wonder if I throw a curve....result HOMERUN.....as she whispers in my ear....Damn, there's just something about you.