Sometimes...d-_-b

Sometimes I tossed and turn at night unable to swim in my thought which are flooded...kinda like you...yea you know that Aquafina flow...kinda strange right? but sometimes I just want a porn star...you know the type, licking and sucking without a second thought in matter...then...sometimes I want the librarian type that will get shy at the thought of doing something freaky....you know the type...so much so that she has to slip me a note in my lunch because she does not want the words to escape her perfect lips....you know the kind....as she walks in a room smelling better than a plate of yams with extra syrup...cuz she already know we southern gentlemen like...so in tuned with my needs....yea that's right we share the same station....sometimes I like to be random....just because ya know...light a match just to see the flame start...and end...on the tip of my tongue....but that called passion...sometimes, ya dig....yea I might be that dude who cuddles his pillow wishing it was "her" on the other side....sometimes I use "her" because I hate the term,"better half" although I do understand the concept...I was incomplete until I found you....yea that's sweet...but I do not want to think of myself as a half of anything, but rather that I have yet to reach my full potential, sometimes....but that's only sometimes you see....because other times....I am cocky...considering the meaning of the word...cock-y...erecting myself so that you can see and take note of what of real man looks like, not feel because I don't wanna be bothered sometimes....and I can be the most beautiful person...simply catering, pleasing, and satisfying every need you have....then sometimes...I just wanna curse...not at you, never that...but at this world because they have no clue how hard it is being a black man....sometimes...but I understand how hard it is for you....my black queen...I hope a get a chance for my crown...sometimes